Friday, November 21, 2008
8:50 PM
dis incident happen few mOnths baCk.. thOugh been sO long bUt still felt affeCted sO much...if U r readin dis, i wOuld reali wan u tO nOe hOw i feel... n oSo wish tO aSk u, r U affeCted by wat happen....i dUnno if u knew y i reaCted sO big dis time roUnd.. uSually i will jUst brUsh it off or get over it when u fly me aerOplane... everytime when u break ur words.. i feel sO disappOinted.. mayb u dUn feel it at all ba...i oways believed, i shn't 'ji jiao' wif u.. cOz u yOunger den me.. thOugh despite de faCt dat u oways tink u matUred den me... bUt watever u hv dOne, dO u reali tink i shldnt b angry?everytime u promise me u will turn up.. but gradually, u din... from cOmin tO work... tO dOin worksheets.. den de last straw, meetin uP for ClavanCe's performance... yea.. mayb tO u no big deal.. but hOw wld u feel if u r ALONE sitting dere throUghout de whOle thing bcoz u oreadi promise de bOy.. yes, u might sae ' u sae u wan gO wat, not me' bUt u oreadi sae u goin le remember? on fRi u even ask me wat time n where to meet...bUt u din tUrn up... bcOz u overslept... i call n call... sms n sms.... den... when u turn up during work, u din even apologize n explain... u jUst walk past me.. like a stRanger.. like nUttin happen... i even need to find out y u din turn up from anOther person.. thrU ur character, i gUess, u dun heck care ba... u dUn heCk care if u hUrt sOmeone feelings.. u dun heCk care if u disappOinted sOmeone... u dUn heCk caRe how pple feel...right now, after thinkin thru de nights y oUr friendship bcOme like dis... dere is onli one cOnclusion...the reason y i'm sO affeCted dat we are nOt talking, its bcOz, right from de start i treated u as a fren. a real friend. thOugh i noe at times mayb bcOz u cant find ur frenz sO u aSk me out tO gO ktv or watever... n de faCt dat u r nOt affeCted it's bcOz, u never treat me as ur fren.. right from de start...even when i tried helpin u get baCk tO work... even when at times i try tO help u financially thOugh i oSo beri 'dry'... even when i tried to get u & ur mUm to talk to each other by cOokin de diShes... even when helpin u tO hide truth & nearly get myself a stUpid 'warning letter'.... everything i did for a fren, even my frenz sae i did too much for a fren, not to say a colleague... u dUn appreciate... dUn make me feel regret helpin u, can?reali miss de dayz when we spend our salary tOgether.. sing together... bUt i gUes all dis will be bUried into my memOries... dUn think u will cOme across tO read dis ba... from nOw on, i will jUst cOncentrate tO dO my own wOrk.. wUn even tink bOut anytink elSe le...gOOdbYe my fRen, take caRe